I feel like a complete idiotic bastard who can’t think for herself. When i see how people go on in life doing what they really want, I see myself standing right at the same spot still contemplating whether where I am now is the best choice. And that is also the exact moment when I’ve already enrolled in college and is on a minor scholarship, because bailing out now would only means costing my parents ten of thousands and another set of ten thousands to start a new course. I don’t know what I want to do and be in life.
I, am so fucked.









